an angel for me

I looked up to the sky
was looking for a star
a bright star r
really bright star
just for asking one question
"When my angel come for save me from this horrible life?"

'BAaaMmmmm'
Something crushed my yard
'Ngiiingggg'
I heard something 'dinging'
I came to the yard,found what happened there

Then,
I saw a ball,
a metal ball,
like a rocket

I walked slowly to the rocket 'Kriiettt....ziiinggg'
The door was opened
I looked inside
I saw a man,
an angel,
a man angel was lying in the rocket

'Kleck'
He opened his eyes
My mouth was opened undeliberate
I was surprised
He was so gergous,
so awesome

Is he an angel?
Really an angel?
An angel for me?

Days by day we spend our time together
We laughed together,
made joke together,
ate together,
walked together,
and cried together
when my dog 'Lassie' was dead

I knew that he was my angel
God already sent me an angel
He saved me from my horrible life,
my empty life

He teached me
how to live
how to enjoy the life
how to respect other people

He never lied to me,
he always honest to me
and he always patient of my ego

His eyes was so clear
It's like I can see my face on his eyes

One day,
he was changed
He never be patient anymore
He was angry, angry of 'small thing'
He became a 'monster' on my eyes
He always fed up He never care of me again

I feel lonely
I feel he doesnt love me anymore,
no body love me
I feel so lonely

Will I live in the emptyness again?
Will I get my horrible life again?
Will God took him away from me?